Over the past few days I have really been feeling like quitting smoking. If you know me, you might know that I’ve quit umpteen times already. This time might be different, though. Like, every time I’ve quit before, it’s been for a girl. That never really works out, because, well, so far, relationships never really work out. When they end, I usually end up smoking even more than I had prior to the relationship. This time, though, I just want to quit for me. I don’t want to be a smoker. I don’t want to get cancer in 10-20 years. I don’t want to keep spending $40 a month on them, either, dammit! Hope it works out. I’ve been thinking about that gum, too, or those patches. Hopefully I won’t need them, though. But, hey, if that’s what it takes. I wonder how much they cost.

I’ve also been thinking of swearing off T.V. and video-games for awhile. I did that for almost a year in high school, and totally increased my productivity. I really want to progress with my writing. Hell, stupid as it is, I’m really getting carried away with my fantasy of finishing a book and getting it published. My friend, Patrick, kind of owns a publishing company. Don’t want to hope too much, though, because I always let myself down.

Fuck, I’m still awake. I only have like two hours of potential sleep left. I better go.

Disorder Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder: Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder: Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder: High
Antisocial Personality Disorder: Low
Borderline Personality Disorder: Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder: High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder: Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder: Moderate
Dependent Personality Disorder: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: High

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